I should not joke like this but I think I may know what crack addicts feel like. No I am not a drug addict, but I understand the desperation. For all the tough situations in life I wonder how anyone stays sane? I mean for me my responsibilities aren't that many and I'm struggling. I swear I've never felt the urgency or desperation of wanting to crawl out the hell hole that is my life. This is a scary new feeling. You are probably like I didn't come here to read about your problems. Well, cut me some slack I am having a hard time. I'm just curious when will I have a break through and just grab my future. I guess this is what every person is hoping. They are waiting for a calling to overpower all their limitations. I for one am still hanging in there until my door to come swinging wide open. I am ready. I am so rea--dy!!!!!
Got to love that desperation talking. I am grateful for my life even if it is smelling like a pile of poo in the sun. I mean really I get it life really stinks, but come on does it have to hit you full force all the time. I am quite surprise I am sane enough to be typing this kind of stuff. Well, there are no remedies for a mind in turmoil. Nothing can buy this though money sure will help most if not all our situations. It got me thinking about the lottery again. I'm scare to win and I'm scare to be poor. It is a hilariously painful conflict. I mean what kind of sick joke is this?! One aspect I just exchange one set of problems for another. Why?! I'm going to cap off this writing. Not enough sleep and too much stress. I shouldn't be trying to communicate. Lol.
One of the more difficult times in life usually involves a love one. All this talk of ascension and our spiritual journey there are only a few articles out there that I have seen on this particular problem. Okay, so we are busy on our path and trying to busy ourselves. Then a major road block, our loved ones are not doing the same. They are doing quite the opposite. They are caught up in personal fears that we cannot help with. For example, my mother has a fear of change and losing control. For her, it is better to try and maintain the illusion of control rather than letting go. The trouble is when we identify a life lesson we need to learn and we do not take it what ends up happening is that it cycles in again. It cycles in with more to lose. It will do it until we get a rude awakening that we need to change.
Of course, this change doesn't happen overnight! Hardly. Now moving back to the original topic. What if our loved ones were in an accident and we knew ahead of time we would try to save them right? See the thing with spirituality is that it is up to the individual person. We can see they are headed for the road of destruction in one sense by not learning what they need to learn, but that is just it. We have no say in their faith. It is not our battle and we must let people live how they want to live. For some this type of thinking is hard for the lightworker. I tell you this now that it is not your job anymore to help those kinds of people. After 2012, we have passed a mark in time that we should no longer hand hold people to their destination. As much as we would want to our calling during this time is different. We can't operate on the fear of losing them or the fear that we are not doing our responsibility. No one's awakening is our business. The information is out there for them to seek it. All you can do now is focus on you!
There is a fine line between love and dependence. The wire is very thin for us to walk across. To emulate the love that is divine love. We need all kinds of strength often brought by hard knocks in life. Divine love as we know is without condition though it protects it also knows to let be. We must let be and take things for what it is. Everywhere around the world still you see this duality play out. There are individual struggles to break the duality and accept the two sides of one coin. Letting someone you love fall is that wire that we as lightworkers must gracefully walk across. That scale of sacrifice and selfishness. To some I have typed a whole lot of nothing and to others I may have helped as they are going through it at this time. Do not be alarm and trust yourself that this will pass. If you were looking for an easy answer well there are no easy answers here. You got to let them fall and hope they will fly.
